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♥♥♥ Birthday come and gone♥♥♥

So I'm one year older now, 17, nearly a grown up I guess. I suppose I should stop dwelling on the past and what happened. But still it hurts to think about it. I know that there's a lot of things that can happen in this world but I hope that things go better.

That reminds me, Garth was telling me about what happened while I was gone. I wish I had been here to help maybe then the pokemon wouldn't have been hurt. I don't know. I just know that somethings are going on and I want to know how I can be there for him more.

Funny thing is, until like this week, I didn't really notice that he was cute.
It's Valentine's day. I'm so happy. Although I didn't get any cards, drat. But that's okay because I'm on my way to see someone that means a lot to me. Wish me luck. OH Also I'm so happy becuase we got the pokemon back...but I think we're in big trouble over it. Garth was actually worried about me. I didn't know he actually cared that much. ^_^

Edit: So I went to see that person today...and he told me I was mean! He actually said he didn't like me, that he hated me, and he wanted me to go away! I thought he was a nice person, but I guess, I guess I bugged him too much. I just want to cry.



So I checked my pokemon today at the center, and all the pokemon I had from when I was a breeder are gone! I checked and re-checked and Mom said she put Umbreon in there so I could watch him for a while and he's missing too! I don't know what to do! My poor pokemon! who would have taken them like this! They're really not that old and they don't know how to battle. Whoever did it, please GIVE THEM BACK! They're not useful at all. They're just breeder Pokemon! Please!

♥♥♥ Journal 04 ♥♥♥

I am so upset right now I can't even think straight. First I have a fight with someone who was really kind to me, even though he didn't have to be he let me stay by him and helped me learn so much, and I left because I got mad at the way he was treating one of his pokemon. I know that I shouldn't judge others, but it just doesn't seem fair for him to treat a pokemon a certain way just becuase it evolved. I mean...I know that he didn't mean it but still...it makes me sad.

Hopefully we'll make up.

Journal 3 ♥♥♥

Ugh Ugh Ugh! That jerk Dorian Lockheart took my first kiss, and he didn't even appologize for it! That nasty lout! Thankfully Kazuya says he's going to beat him. Partly for me, he's so sweet. But I won't forgive Dorian for doing what he did. No way! I'll find a way to get back at him for this. He didn't have to kiss me back when I fell on him you know. He could have turned his cheek or something! ARRGH!!!!
Okay so I've decided that the best way to deal with training my pokemon is to at least get them to try to work as a team. Well at least I'm going to attempt that. I also know I'm going to try to get a Mantyke, I think it'll help to have at least one pokemon that can defend my team. And right now Charity is still really weak, and it would be nice to have a male pokemon that can keep Skatty from being jealous of Lola. *sighs*

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This is horrible! Someone's stealing pokemon! They stole eggs from Jasmine's gym and now they might be after other people's pokemon. This is horrible horrible news. I feel so bad for her. I hope that the other leaders can find those poor eggs! It takes a long time for a lapras to hatch and raise her babies. I should know I had to learn all about that for my breeding class!

Private to everyone except for Lamont and Shinji: And not only is that bad, but now I have two really cute guys that I know and they so sweet. One's in Orange town, and I saw a picture and he is...*glup*...hot! The other is really cute and drawing in Magnolia city. I don't know what to do! They're both so nice and sweet! Really this is a hard choice. Am I allowed to like them both?

♥♥♥ Journal 1 ♥♥♥

Wow my first week as a trainer! I never really saw it happening honestly. It's so...strange. Mom said that I would do better at training and contests then I would as a breeder, and I guess she was right. But I really liked taking care of the pokemon. I guess I wasn't cut out for it. But I can't wait to show them all in Cardinal that I can do this. Just becauase I made a few mistakes here and there doesn't mean I can't do my best right? And I mean it certainly is not a bad thing that I'm better at one thing then the other. So I don't see what the big deal is.

In any event I know it's going to be a lot of hard work and a lot of training but I'll get it right, and with my skitty Skatty by my side we're sure to get far. I just know it! And I bet I'm going to make a lot of friends. I just hope that I don't make the same mistakes I did in the past. I won't let that get me down. But I have heard stories about a team of theieves that have been trying to get pokemon. They just better not try for my pokemon, I have a black belt...sorta...and I'll kick their butts if they go after my pokemon.

Okay on to the first gym...if I can find it...*gulp*